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The new home for my content. I want to internet like it's 1999. Check out my band BUTCHER IN THE FOG A SCREAMING REFLECTION.
buy a t-shirt and a CD!!!!! WEBSITE EXCLUSIVE YOU WON'T SEE ON OUR FB PAGE.....
"If you stream it I honestly don't care what you think of it, buy it and I will take your opinion for what its worth (6 pounds LoL)" Whats the criteria for an album...don't get so defensive you might say. I dont get paid enough from streams to not defend myself. When I went to school you might get your assed kicked, so always be on your guard. Especially against bearded people who wear backpacks at gigs and want to tell you what they think.
Being Alive in my Body. The Best and Worst I have to offer.
- GPMF
- Paint and Sketch...this will be a link to my paintings. I am working on this massive huge canvas doing tiny dots. I don't know why i do this to myself. i was finally ready to start painting with oils. I done a really cool one, so quick and fast and it was done, then i started with these damn dots again. like ants coming out my hand one by one. i do a big push and do 2-3 hour days, then i take a day off and it's like another month between sessions, i am writing this stupid stuff instead. I'll go to sleep now. Tomorrow I have a gig in Reading. If i can just get one line done in the morning
- Dreams that run away when you wake up and just leave a shadow in their place, an impression of what it was, but you will never see it again
- I don't want to be looking super productive like I used to look on instgram. That is a phantom person. I'll try and get some pictures (if I am not too listless to take them) of my ceiling or the curtains when I just crash out on my bed because my will has been stretched too much from what it should do and the teasing image of who and what and how amazing my expressions could be if I could just focus and get it together. I know it's there! I know how to practice for 3,6,9 hours. But I get burned out. Plus I am 37 and have other things that I need to do. Then I remember what a waste some of my time has been and that just compounds....basically this isnt instagram.
- Did you ever listen to Jody Whitley's videos on YouTube for how to Astral Project/Lucid Dream? I did a couple of times. It didnt work, but then the next night I went sleepwalking. So thats when I decided to stop trying to hypnotize myself using the internet.
Shout it out like a bird set free. (Not these birds tho)